Today...

So many sacrafices have been made today. Some have died, some have lost, some have been captured, some have disappeared, and some have stayed.
As how we used to be, we used to just be like a family. We all ran away from our riches and came here.
Here, where we all were happy.
But now, we've all spearated. Scattered, like broken shards, of glass. On a mirror. We grew up together, laughed together, loved together, hugged together, and lost together.
Ed, one arm, one leg.
Alphonse, his body.
Miki, her life.
Johnny...
Leon, his family.
Georgy, his future.
Me, my soul.
We all lost. But, no one will ever know. Will ever know, the secret, of what happened.

Hahaha! Well, to tell you the truth. Now, I'm probably connected with 3 to 5 of 'em. Funny, huh?
We all...saw each other today.
Saw, how different we are now. Me, being the youngest.
We all played in the game, and we all lost in our game.

Feelings.

Do you ever get thoose feelings? Yes, you know what I mean.
At the moment, I am.
All I can think about it is him.Can't say in words. Sounds like an old saying doesn't it? But its true.

When you laugh, I feel this flare inside of me. But I don't know what it can be.
When you tell me, 'it hurts when you say that'. I suddenly feels is misery in my chest.
Why?
I hate that I love you.
When were not meant to be.
But we're always meeting each other, in the strangest places.

Sounds like one of thoose nice love storys, huh?
I tired of 'em.
But...
.....I still have that passion and aura from him.

Winter, Goodbye...

The last days of winter are amoung us. The last day of loneliness has come down. Now, the first day of love has stepped up. 12:00 am. Snow falling down. Warmness of Spring, hoping to come, and 'spring up'. Now, as you think of your past, in the last months. The last times we had Winter. Once February, walked in, did you feel a little warmth or care in the air? Maybe in yourself? And when you saw the first drop of snow, falling down. Helplessly, falling. You felt a little of sorrow. How does theese changes of seasons effect, on us? Have you thought of that yet? Maybe just for one minute. The first day of love, care, valentine's, and spring, is upon us now.
Or does this time of so called 'love feeling' or just February makes you even more lonely. Just lonely. What's this feeling? I ask myself. You have everything. But some aren't happy with their lives. They have their reasons. I don't. I don't bother then. How about you?
But at times, I think of Feb. in happy ways also. Greatful for friends, family, life, love, care, music, and intellegence. But, once you have some (little) things you focus on like fashion, music, your loved one, my inventions, things you want, friends, and many others. I'll be thinking but outter layered. Maybe, not outside of the box, as you suppose. Just more, wholely. I do, give thoughts about theese little things you all think about. Also, at times, I desire to also.
Strange, isn't it? You probably have heard of this before. But, even though you feel like you just one step or just a hand reach from getting that one thing you desire, want, immesely love. You just are more farther than you think. As for me, I go both ways. Think both ways also.
Sounds depressing, right? Now, for my final letterings, come closer, and closer. I say.
Goodbye winter....good morning, love. I enjoyed your detailed snow, melting down, through the car window. But, I'll just have to wait for you, here, the same place, next year. Now, I must, see love. Shoot at me. Like an arrow, though my heart...
Goodbye Winter...Good Morning, Love.

Amour

Using french words, yeah I know its lame, but I like it that way learning so many different languages this year. Still hanging in there. Amour in french means love and Je t'aime means I love you also. My dream some day is to go to France, probably this year, hopefully. I just love all of there coffee-cafes there seems peaceful.
Recently, I just was reading some lyrics, from songs. And I was thinking of how they can all relate to yourself. What's a song that you know you can relate to, and you just love it? Soon, I'll be working hard, I hope. Lets see if you can figure this out ;D (just made this up) >_<
~My first steps, on rocks, on water. The huge ocean up there, but its just a huge world out there. I can feel the breeze coming at me, pushing me to go foward. But, the ocean feels like its cold, though I love its true color.~ 
Happy Weekend everyone! :D Quotes from me...for some time.
Je veux vous aimer, mais le monde est à grand pour moi (French) I want to love you, but the world it to big for me.
 はい、私は信頼してもいい (Japanese) Yes, I can trust you.
나는 당신과, 있다 당신 같이 이고 싶다 (Korean) I wanna be like you, be with you.
 幸運皆! (Japanese) Good Luck Everyone!

-MIZuki-